[ He nods against her neck, hugging her tighter. He does remember that she's on the run from the government, but they've never talked about why. So maybe she does get it, and that's a relief, just as much as the fact that she isn't angry at him. ]
The other day... I freaked out. You were so upset- disgusted with what you saw and I thought... I thought you'd fucking hate me if you knew. You were so against it and it means so much to me, I just thought I'd end up fucking it up in the end either way.
I didn't know you'd be at that club last night.
[ But he would have had to go anyway, and this all would have been unavoidable. He was stupid to start anything up with Roxy in the first place- to get so close to someone that they'd find him out- but he doesn't regret it. He cares about her so fucking much. ]
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Date: 2021-09-19 12:28 am (UTC)The other day... I freaked out. You were so upset- disgusted with what you saw and I thought... I thought you'd fucking hate me if you knew. You were so against it and it means so much to me, I just thought I'd end up fucking it up in the end either way.
I didn't know you'd be at that club last night.
[ But he would have had to go anyway, and this all would have been unavoidable. He was stupid to start anything up with Roxy in the first place- to get so close to someone that they'd find him out- but he doesn't regret it. He cares about her so fucking much. ]
I'm sorry, Roxy.