[ He starts, but stops himself, looking down and shaking his head. This is why he doesn't want to talk about this stuff. It starts to take root far too easily inside of him, twisting things up, reminding him what kinda trash he is.
So maybe all the stuff that he tries to bury away really does get to him, so why not keep it far away? It's unhealthy, but he's never had a chance to do anything else, so why start now? ]
Don't really get what the point of talking is, I guess.
[ So he's conflicted about it. But he does know she's here for him- still, he doesn't want her looking at him a certain way. ]
Never really put myself in the position I guess. Plus, I had a lot of other things on my mind. There's this one girl, Molly. She's probably the closest I ever came, but we're better as friends. Plus she likes girls a hell of a lot more than she likes me.
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Date: 2021-09-26 07:55 pm (UTC)[ He starts, but stops himself, looking down and shaking his head. This is why he doesn't want to talk about this stuff. It starts to take root far too easily inside of him, twisting things up, reminding him what kinda trash he is.
So maybe all the stuff that he tries to bury away really does get to him, so why not keep it far away? It's unhealthy, but he's never had a chance to do anything else, so why start now? ]
Don't really get what the point of talking is, I guess.
[ So he's conflicted about it. But he does know she's here for him- still, he doesn't want her looking at him a certain way. ]
Never really put myself in the position I guess. Plus, I had a lot of other things on my mind. There's this one girl, Molly. She's probably the closest I ever came, but we're better as friends. Plus she likes girls a hell of a lot more than she likes me.