gravity_grrl | RP with Number Five

[She looks up at him when he apologizes but still doesn't say anything, instead she just nods. Waiting to see if he has more to say, she doesn't want to interrupt him in case it makes him angry again.]

Rox, you do understand that I'm not just giving you lip service when I tell you that I want to make love to you right?

[ He has to ask because he feels like maybe somewhere along the line, things got lost in translation and maybe she just doesn't get why this is so important to him. ]

I wasn't asking you to wait because I'm traumatized to have intercourse. Yes, I do have some touching issues, because of a certain individual and the way she always forced her will upon me. But the main reason, I've been wanting to wait is because I'm struggling with puberty in this body right now. I know when I'm not hindered by hormones that I can not only last more than a minute during hand jobs and blow jobs, but I can go when it comes to actual sex. I just wanted you to experience me at my absolute best for our first time. So the idea of using a replica of my cock on you feels like it defeats the purpose of us waiting for me to be at my peak best. If my cock can just be reduced to a silicone toy than it makes me feels like there is no point in wanting that moment to be special at all.

[ He explains doing his best not to get overly emotional again, but of course he wasn't lying when he said he was feeling hurt still. ]

[She stays silent as he explains himself and by the time he finishes she feels twice as bad as she did before because the consideration and kindness that he wants to show her when they make love is truly astounding and unlike anything she's experienced.]

I'm sorry.
I'm an idiot, I'm so dumb and I shouldn't have suggested such a stupid idea.

[She says and takes his hand in hers.]

I want our first time to be special too, and every other time after that and I don't ever want you to think that you can be replaced by a piece of silicone. I love every single inch of your body and the pleasure it brings me. I just...I've been feeling so useless lately when it comes to helping you recover and I wanted to help and I wasn't fully thinking about what suggesting something like that would mean or how it might hurt your feelings.
I'm so sorry honey.

[ He gives her hand a squeeze as she takes it into hers. Lightly he shakes his head because he didn't explain himself to make her feel worse, he just wanted her to understand why his reaction was so visceral. ]

You're not stupid, Roxy. I should have been clearer from the start.

[ The last thing he wants is for her to berate herself like that. He loves her too much to see her mistreat herself on his account. He's just relieved that she understands now and that's what is important to him. ]

Thank you for understanding, baby.

[ He says as he leans over to press a kiss to her lips because it doesn't feel right when they are upset with each other. It's like a part of him is missing when they are out of sync. ]

[She has no idea what she did to deserve such a compassionate and understanding man, maybe it's the universe's way of finally letting her have someone good after so many years of shitty boyfriends that mistreated her, or maybe it's good karma for all the people she has saved as a superhero.

It doesn't really matter though, especially when she feels his lips on hers, that's what matters and she kisses him back firmly.]

I'm so sorry I hurt your feelings baby. I love you and want you so much. Every inch of you.

[She says against his lips, kissing him again and again.]

[ Instinctively he shifts and moves to wrap his arms around her waist as they continue to kiss. Though after a moment, he breaks the kiss to press his forehead against hers. ]

I love you too. You got to know it has been pure torture to hold back.

[ He admits as he presses a kiss to her cheek and then rests his head against her shoulder. ]

I just know it will be worth the wait, when I'm finally able to make love to you properly.

[ Of course he wants to ravish her every time they are together, but he knows he can do better without the hormones constantly messing him up. ]

[The feeling of his arms around her waist, his lips against hers, makes the rest of her depression just fade away. She hates it when they argue but the more important thing is how they always work through it and how he always kisses and touches her after. It makes whatever they were upset about seem not so bad.]

I know it has been and I guess part of me should apologize about constantly wanting to touch you...and kiss you and lick you and grind on you....but I just can't help myself. You're just so sexy.

[She says as she runs her fingers through his hair.]

I know it will be worth it, you've been so incredible already that there's no way making love to you wouldn't be just as amazing.

[ He finds himself chuckling at being called sexy, because he has the hardest time seeing himself as sexy. He presses a kiss to her shoulder. ]

Sexy is not a word, I ever thought anyone would ever use to describe me.

[ Slowly his lifts his forehead off of her shoulder and presses another kiss to her jaw. ]

So now that we have that settled. Do you still want to order the numbing lube and maybe some thicker condoms?

[ He's probably done with the toys for now, but those seemed like they may be useful. ]

[She smiles at him, letting her hands move down from his hair to trace over the lines on his face softly.]

Well you are, and if you ever need proof of it....

[She leans in and kisses him again, teasing him with her tongue.]

You just have to touch between my legs.

[When he suggests going back to ordering from the website they were looking at she smiles and nods.]

Yes, let's get those for sure. Do you want to look at anything else? Maybe a ball gag so you can use it on me and prevent me saying something dumb again?

Baby, I think you're a little bias.

[ He quips, a little tempted to slip a hand between her legs at the invitation, but they got time to fool around, since they don't have any company coming over. ]

I think I'd rather stay away from the bondage stuff. I think I'm okay to try out the cock rings and those vibrating panties you mentioned sound like they could be right up our alley.

[ He suggest because he's pretty sure that is all he is up trying, all things considered. ]

Hey I thought you were good looking before I was your girlfriend.

[She teases back and then gives his cheek a kiss and opens the laptop back up.]

I'm just teasing about the ball gag, but yes! Cock ring and those vibrating panties could be fun, I think they are remote controlled which means I can wear them while we are out doing errands and give you the controller and you can just tease me all day long.

I'm pretty sure you were bias then too.

[ He replies as he goes to pick up his cup of lukewarm coffee to take a drink from it. ]

On second thought maybe the panties might be too much. You can't really stay quiet when you orgasm or are close to orgasm.

[ He quips as he sits back with his coffee mug in hand. ]

Baby, you need to just accept the fact that you're good looking.

[She says as she pulls back up the website, their previous tabs are still open and she closes the clone a Willy one and opens a new tab. Punching in 'vibrating panties' instead.]

True but it might be fun to at least give it a try. I mean if you don't like the idea we don't have to get it, I can buy some nice lingerie instead.

[She pauses to take a sip of coffee as well.]

Do you ever want me to dress up in certain outfits for you? Like all naughty schoolgirl or sexy business lady?

Baby, I know how haggard I can get, so you'll never convince me that I'm good looking.

[ He far more use to seeing the old man he was before he deaged himself. That perception will always be with him as long as he remembers that he grew old. ]

I'm not keen on the idea of making you orgasm in public. That would just draw too much attention and I don't want us being the center of attention when we go out. Our physical age difference already draws enough attention.

[ Of course, he likes to tease her, but he'd rather keep that relatively private. He shakes his head at her question about outfits. ]

I'm really not into the whole roleplay scene and well neither of those outfits sound remotely appealing. I already told you that my boss use to accost me. So I don't think of business ladies as sexy in the least and well just no on schoolgirls.

[ He frowns at the thought. She honestly couldn't have pick two things less sexy than what she named off. ]

You're talking about you how you were, I'm talking about the sexy man I see in front of me now.

['And the one I get to see everyday for hopefully the rest of my life' is what she also wants to add but doesn't out of fear of making him start thinking about how close her life came to ending recently.]

That's certainly not what you were implying when we went to the pumpkin patch....but okay no vibrating panties, if I want you to pleasure me in public I'll just get you to do so manually.

[She says with a grin and then gives him a little shrug when he expresses his displeasure on the idea of costumes.]

I was just using those as examples darlin, I'm not too keen on sexy school girl stuff either because I had an ex boyfriend who was SUPER into the fact that I went to Catholic school but you know...I just wanted to check seeing how we have a gift card.

I still think you're bias.

[ That's just how he feels on the subject. He might not think of himself as ugly, but he doesn't think 'sexy' is a word suited to him. ]

I wasn't trying to make you orgasm in the pumpkin patch and we did have spans of moments when we were on our own. I'm not against fooling around outdoors, I just don't want to be in crowds of people.

[ He points out and well they did draw attention from their age difference which wasn't exactly keen on. Those shithead frat boys also come to mind. He clearly remembers not liking the way they kept looking at Roxy, while acting like he was invisible. ]

Considering I was dressing in my old schoolboy uniform when I first reverted back to thirteen. I can tell you that some people are pretty blatant with their like of schoolboys. It was gross.

[ Being an adult man in a boy's body and having pedophiles perv on him was not a highlight for being young again. ]

I don't really care if we use all the gift card or not. Klaus isn't hurting for money.

Well I'm glad to hear that you aren't against fooling around outdoors because I am for SURE going to want to fool around on the beach with you while we are in Bora Bora.

[She says and leans in to kiss the spot just below his earlobe.]

Ugh gross. Okay no knee high socks for either of us then.

[Scrolling back over the tabs they have open she nods to herself.]

Okay well then so far we have numbing lube, thicker condoms, and a cock ring. Should we get a novelty candy bra and panties set or am I already sweet enough for you?

We'll see, I'm not so sure about rolling around in the sand.

[ He's never been to an island resort but he has dealt with sand and he is not a fan of that part. ]

Deal, no school anything in our bedroom.

[ He says with a smile before taking another sip of his coffee. ]

Of course you're sweet enough on your own, besides I'm not really big on sweets. Marshmallows are the only exception, but I'd prefer to keep those away from our bedroom activities. Do you want to try one of those finger vibrators? I think I remember something about small vibrators that can used during foreplay.

[ Because he would like to get something that can be used on her, since everything she listed will be used on him. ]

We can always put a towel down if you want. I basically plan on making out with you on every surface in that bungalow so....you know, if you don't like the sand we can do it on the dock. Or the floor. The kitchen counter. The walls.

[With each new area she plans on using for their love making she presses a small kiss to his neck.]

Marshmallows? Really?

[She gives him a curious look and then smiles.]

You're already great at stimulating me but sure, a finger vibrator could be fun.

[She says and adds it to their online cart.]

I have no issues with making out all over the bungalow. I had a similar plan in mind. I'm just not a fan of sand getting into places I definitely don't want it.

[ He replies putting his cup down, in favor of wrapping his arms around her as she peppers kisses on his neck.]

They are a comfort food for me. Though I don't really eat them anymore since I moved to a vegan diet.

[ He admits as he's been trying to keep a clean diet in order to help with the stomach issues he had been having. It had certainly helped with his physical recovery after Lila's attack. ]

I know I am, but something extra to tease you can't hurt right?

[She giggles and moves in closer when he wraps his arms around her, kissing his neck a few more times before nipping at it playfully.]

You're my comfort food.

[She purrs against his neck.]

I'm always happy to have you tease me in different ways, so yes, let's get it. Looks like we've got a little bit left on the gift card, can I get some sexy panties? Pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase?

[ He lightly chuckles at the way she asks about the panties. He simply shrugs at the question. ]

If you want, but you honestly don't need sexy panties. You're already sexy, baby.

[ But he won't protest if she really wants the sexy panties off the site. ]

I know but some of these are real cute and would look fantastic on my ass.

[She says and brings up a few risque options.]

See look at this cute strappy one, ooh or this one has lace on the ass that's in the shape of a heart. That's would be cute for Valentine's Day.

Baby, your ass is fantastic. I don't care about the panties that cover it.

[ He says frankly because nothing really beats seeing her bare ass.]

Don't you want something that you can wear on more than one occasion?

You'd probably just prefer if I didn't wear panties at all huhn? You dirty old lecher!

[She teases and leans away from him slightly, pushing her rump out at him.]

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