RP with Number Five

[gravity_grrl]

[To say that things hadn't exactly been a holly jolly Christmas season so far would be a gross understatement and considering everything that had happened recently no one was going to blame Roxy for cancelling any and all of her holiday plans.
But Roxy was nothing if not tenacious.
So, in true Roxy fashion she bought herself a fake pink Christmas tree, decorated it in as many pink, purple and black decorations as she could find, bought a bunch of booze and treats and opened her doors up to all her family and friends as well as Five's.
Because you know what? No one was going to spoil her holiday.]

Comments

[oldmanfive]

What the hell is a cock ring?

[ While he's aware of some sex toys, he hasn't come across everything and well he's never really been in an adult store to browse along. ]

...Wait they numbing lubes?

[gravity_grrl]

[Roxy grins and pulls up the website that Klaus bought them a gift card to.]

You've never heard of a cock ring?

A cock ring is usually a stretchy silicone ring you put around the base of your dick to help restrict blood flow, it's supposed to help with stronger and longer lasting erections.

[With a couple of quick taps she brings up a page of them on the website for him to see.]

Ta daa! See?

And yeah, there's a bunch of different types of lube you can get. I just never think to buy any seeing how you are so good at getting me wet.

[oldmanfive]

No, I didn't have much use for sex toys out in the apocalypse and well I didn't really have time to go looking through adult shops when I was working for the Commission.

[ Though hearing her describe them, he's not sure how he feels about them. He leans forward to look at the page when she brings up the various types and he's still not sure how he feels about them. But when he thinks about how embarrassing quick he can cum with direction attention to his cock, maybe it wouldn't be a bad idea to try something like that. ]

So would numbing lube inadvertently effect you? The last time I went off was when you were trying to give me a handjob/blow job.

[gravity_grrl]

Hrm okay, fair point.

[She opens a separate tab of the website and punches in numbing lube.]

It might yeah, with handjobs that's not really an issue but I'd rather not have my tongue go numb when I'm sucking you off.

[She looks thoughtful and scrolls down the website.]

[oldmanfive]

Hmm, what if I used a condom? Then you wouldn't have to taste the lube, though you'd be subjected to the taste of rubber. But that's got to be better than losing the feeling in your tongue.

[ He suggests, because he wants to last for her and well obviously he needs some assistance in that department, since he's still at the mercy of teenage hormones. ]

That icon choice made me snort laugh. Love it XD

[gravity_grrl]

That's actually a pretty good idea.

[Roxy muses and opens a link to the numbing cream.]

We probably won't always have to use it but for at least for the first little while we can while your body gets used to oral.

[She smiles and motions at the website.]

See? Turns out this is a great gift, we can try a bunch of stuff and it doesn't cost us anything.

What else should we look at?

<3

[oldmanfive]

[ Instantly he frowns again because no way is he admitting to that. ]

We're not hurting for money here. I still maintain we didn't need his help with this and do not tell him otherwise. It'll just invite him to probe further into our business. He doesn't need to know about our sex life.

[ He is adamant about this, since there is only so much humiliation he can stand. Especially while he's working through his recovery, so they can go on their trip in February. ]

Re: <3

[gravity_grrl]

[She laughs and takes another sip of her cocktail.]

Okay I won't say anything to Klaus, I'll just thank him for the nice gift.

[She opens another tab and then looks thoughtful.]

What else would be fun....hrmmm. Handcuffs? Paddles? Fleshlights? Vibrating panties?

[oldmanfive]

I'm serious about this, Rox. I know he's become one of your shopping buddies. Promise me.

[ He wants a promise because if Klaus comes out at him with details, he'll know where it came from! ]

No handcuffs, I don't have good memories with those.

[ He says frankly, before taking a sip of his drink. ]

What the hell is a fleshlight?

[gravity_grrl]

I won't tell him what we bought or any details about our sex life.

[She says and gives him a quick kiss on the cheek.]
I promise.

[She wrinkles her nose playfully at him when he says no to the handcuffs.]

Okay fair enough, I don't love handcuffs either so that's fine. And a fleshlight is kind of a masturbation sleeve that apparently feels like a vagina or inside of a mouth. I know you usually do fine with your hand but you know, if you wanted a different sensation or something?

[oldmanfive]

Good I'm going to hold you to that promise.

[He says satisfied to let it go for now. However he looks confused when talks about the fleshlight. Just why?]

No, that doesn't sound like something I want to try.

[gravity_grrl]

[She smiles and shrugs.]

Okay, no worries.....oh! Omg I just had an idea!

[She exclaims and types a few words into the search bar.]

What if we got a clone a Willy kit??

[oldmanfive]

What the hell? Willy as in cock?

[If it is, he may be getting a bit offended here.]

[gravity_grrl]

Yeah! It's a kit that allows you to make a copy of your dick.

[She says and pulls up the page.]

See? You mix this stuff together, pour it into a tube container, and then stick your hard-on into it. It creates an impression which you then pour silicone into and bam!
Replica penis!

[oldmanfive]

No way, we're not making a copy of my junk!

[Definitely feeling offended now. Welcome to frowny town, population Five.]

[gravity_grrl]

[She looks at him with wide eyes.]

Why not? You could use it on me while your body gets used to touching and if you want to wait longer to have sex.

[oldmanfive]

You think I want you to experience my cock without me attached to it? How the hell would that be remotely special?

[He can't even pretend not to feel extremely offended and hurt. He goes to put his drink on the table before he breaks the glass accidentally in his anger.]

[gravity_grrl]

[Her brows crease together and she looks at him for a moment, her eyes getting a bit wider.]

I'm sorry, I was just thinking....I was just trying to help.

[oldmanfive]

Come on, Roxy! No one wants to be reduced down to their body parts! What's the point of me even being there anymore if you can just have a replica of my cock!? No need to worry over my body being overly sensitive when my body doesn't need to be involved. Yeah that makes me feel special and wanted.

[He was already dealing with inadequacy and crippling insecurity over whether not he can please her. This suggestion didn't help with that.

He abruptly gets up and heads into the kitchen. He needs coffee. ]

[gravity_grrl]

Five! Wait!

[She says and puts down her drink hurriedly, following him into the kitchen.]

You're misunderstanding me! I'm not trying to reduce you to just a body part and of course I want you fully involved, how could you even think that when all I've wanted for weeks is just to touch you! And have you touch me!

[She explains, her voice cracking on the last few words.]

I just thought maybe it would help...take some of the pressure off of you. I want you, all of you, all the time but I don't want to be demanding things that you're not ready to do.

[oldmanfive]

How the fuck is making a silicone replica of my cock suppose to take the pressure off? I want to make love to you Roxy! But my stamina is shit at this fucking age! How can you not understand that even suggesting I use a fake cock that is fashioned after my real cock makes me feel like a goddamn failure?!

[He snaps as he turns ready to grab his coat and go outside to get some air. He's so angry right now that he needs some air.]

I need some air.

[gravity_grrl]

Five, please....I'm sorry. I just wanted to help.

[She says quietly, her lower lip trembling.]

You're not a failure. I am.

[oldmanfive]

Well that was the exact opposite of helping.

[He says frankly, pulling on his coat. He is so angry and hurt. He just can't deal at the moment. So he doesn't say anything else. He just goes out on the fire escape to get some fresh air to cool his head ]

[gravity_grrl]

[Roxy stands by herself in the kitchen for a moment before slinking off to her bedroom where she shuts the door and sits down on her bed, trying not to cry. She feels awful and like the world's biggest idiot, she really thought she was making a helpful suggestion and the fact that he seems to think that she wants to use this as a way to not be with him is extra hurtful. She wants to make love to him with every fiber of her being but after what Lila did to him she's so scared of triggering him in some way and making him take a step back in his therapy.]

[oldmanfive]

[ Meanwhile Five stands outside trying to calm down, but there's that voice in the back of his head telling him, why did he ever think he could be in a relationship while trapped in his teenage body?

How relevant is he, when his girlfriend thinks using a replica of his cock would be acceptable replacement for his real cock that can't seem to hold an erection when directly stimulated. How special would their first time even be when she could just compare his performance to that of a piece of silicone that holds his shape.

'This is so sad, Number Five. Can't even keep your girlfriend satisfied~?'

His body tenses and he has to repeatedly tell himself that she's not really there. It's just a figment of his imagination. ]